As a Christian, I have been taught that God has a plan for my life. And, if we’re taking Scripture out of context, I’ve been directed to Jeremiah 29:11 just in case I doubted. “For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to bring you a future and a hope’.” Which, is an awesome promise. But this particular verse refers to the salvation of Israel, not specific life-giving plans for my life.

But, when we idly wait for “our plan” to be divulged to us, are we missing out on all who we are designed to be? We are complex people. We have vast mental prowess that allows to explore and learn and think and feel. We have free will. We can choose where to live, where to eat, how to spend our Saturdays, and . . . how to spend our lives. I know people have experienced specific God-callings in their lives, and I do not discount those. I think, though, that we should use caution with the “God’s will” line.

I firmly believe that God’s will for my life is not so much career-related, but rather heart related. It isn’t to be a minister. Or a teacher. Or a writer. Or an event planner. Or a whatever. It is, without doubt, to 1. do justice 2. love mercy 3. and walk humbly with my God. . .regardless of my career. THAT is God’s will for my life.

It has taken a few months, a lot of tears, and a bit of therapy to stand firmly in the thought that my identity (even as a Christian) is not wrapped up in my career.  My identity is not what the haters say it is. My identity is planted solidly in who  God says I am.
And he says I am:
Redeemed.
Free.
Holy.
Righteous.

This allows me to be free to explore the depths of who I truly am, and pursue whatever I choose without fear of being in or out of a divine plan. It removes me from the center of the story and frees me to shift my focus to serving those around me and the God who calls me unto himself every day.  This allows me to rejoice in the God who is and not fret over the me who isn’t.

Peace be the journey.